Dear Pastor Mathai,
Jesus said to you that "He is going to come again very soon."
And Gospel according to Matthew says this:
24:30 ---- and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory.
24:33 So likewise ye, when ye shall see all these things, know that it is near, even at the doors.
24:34 Verily I say unto you, This generation shall not pass, till all these things be fulfilled.
Now you all have waited for more than 2000 years. About 75 generations have already passed. How long is 'very soon'?
Either you had something like NDE (Near Death Experience) or you had delusions. If your mind is still deluded, please visit a psychiatrist.